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agentlenpc ([personal profile] agentlenpc) wrote in [community profile] agentlenet2019-03-03 02:50 pm

psychic thread

[The gentle brush against the Strangers' minds comes in early evening. It is, as all mental touches are from Fayura, soft and unassuming, much like a polite knock at a door. Once as many minds are connected as she thinks will open the door to her, she speaks.]

I am curious, Strangers, what you would do with the young man who shot and killed Councilwoman Vera.

Many of you come from worlds where there are laws against murder. While we have no such laws here, when a Blood male in a Queen's Territory kills another without cause, she may demand a price from him. Sometimes, that is his own life if he was negligent enough with his temper and sometimes, it's something less.

My trouble is this: if I execute him according to the laws of the Blood, of which he is not one, the Guilds will rouse their people into a furor and attack not only me, but the people of Draega. If I turn him over to the Ebon Council, the Guilds will do much the same, and that will incite the Council to strike back. And if I return him to the Guilds for accolades instead of punishment for taking a life, the Ebon Council will have cause to rip apart the Guilds and anyone in their way to extract from him the price for murdering one of their own.

Were you me, what course would you take? And please try not to shout over each other; this is as many of you as I could reach.
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[personal profile] inducings 2019-03-10 10:14 pm (UTC)(link)
[ That darkness is something Piper is coming to associate with power, so the warmth is something reassuring. This feels like a very vulnerable and strange method of communication all together, but it also feels -- true. She thinks it would be difficult to hide intentions this way.

But now Verim is talking about something even deeper? And she's only ever just - seen him in the Queen's court. The thought is alarming, but... if it would help her to understand this place better, these people better, it sounds like a risk worth taking. (The little voice in the back of her head that sounds like a frowning boyfriend will just have to deal, tbh.) ]


Thank you for the offer. [ Very polite, because even though she's the one with the weaker jewel here, he's the one offering up the vulnerability of letting her experience something from his point of view. At least, that's what she thinks he's offering. ...on that note, actually, it might be good to check. ] What would we need to do?
inducings: (as men strive for right)

[personal profile] inducings 2019-03-10 10:37 pm (UTC)(link)
[ That is such a bizarre experience, it's like receiving a knock inside your mind without a sound, but it doesn't startle her. It's just... strange. She really needs to practice with this whole psychic thing more.

Piper considers for a moment, but doesn't hesitate. ]


Yes. I'll do it. Just - one question first. Would I be seeing it from your point of view entirely, or will I still know I'm - me?

[ The answer is yes either way. She just wants to know what to expect. (It probably should occur to her to ask if he'll see her memories too, but it doesn't.) ]
inducings: (any better than this)

[personal profile] inducings 2019-03-10 11:34 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Okay, that was good to know. Then Verim offers his suggestion that she find a comfortable place to sit, and the consideration is so opposite what she was expecting, since she'd been tense throughout this whole - offering of her opinion thing and and starting to brace for what he's assured her would be disorienting, that she actually laughs out loud. Her amusement is bright and clean along their connection, tinged with something like relief and something like the extension of a little bit of trust. ]

All right, one second.

[ She glances around the small room where she's staying and goes to sit on the bed, still grinning a bit. ]

Okay, I'm settled. [ She extends her mental awareness toward that thread he's offered and takes a breath. ] Ready?

[ And if he indicates yes, she'll reach for the thread and open up her mind to him. ]
inducings: (and they tell me)

[personal profile] inducings 2019-03-11 01:10 am (UTC)(link)
[ Disorienting was a good word for this. The shift in priorities, in strength, in body was just... bizarre. She kept feeling as though she was about to trip, but no - there was confidence and unerring purpose in the memory.

The difference in age and experience was also just - weird.

But that was nothing to the contrast of sudden, hot temper in response to what Piper would normally view as a minor annoyance. This felt personal in a way that it normally wouldn't either, as if their fight was a purposeful and planned insult to her power. It is so sudden, so strong, that she's shocked he hasn't already dived in, fists flying and full of confidence that they would fall in front of her.

That feeling when you've been spinning around in a circle and you suddenly stop -- that feeling has her clutching her blanket when Verim stops the memory to check on her. ]


Yes. [ A little breathless, her voice is a little thin. The memory has paused, but the emotions have not, they linger like echoes in strange contrast to the absolutely still Blood males in front of her. ] That's - this is weird. [ She swallows and looks down at herself and it's not her body and that's weird. Piper takes a breath, holds it, then lets it out slowly. Then she looks over at where Verim should be, by his voice, but... right. Right. ] So this is - mild for you?
Edited 2019-03-11 01:35 (UTC)
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[personal profile] inducings 2019-03-11 02:26 am (UTC)(link)
[ Piper takes another breath as the emotions are blunted. It makes it easier to breathe, to think. She knows anger, but this isn't hers. The tenor and intensity of it is different, she can think of only a few times in her life when she was this angry, and all of them were when her life and the lives of people she loved were in danger.

Then Verim gives her a taste of the moment when Lady Fayura wove her web to bring them all here, and Piper's entire body tenses. She knows this feeling. It's just a few shades darker than how she'd felt when her father had been attacked in order to punish her, when an army of monsters had been unleashed by a giant to punish her for not betraying her friends to him. All she'd had was a knife, and the terror in her throat and the anger in her stomach. She feels as though she has to move, to do something--

She doesn't do any kind of job shielding the association from him too busy trying to ride the emotions that aren't hers even if she had the skill to try and keep it from him. ]


...so at 578, you were my age.

[ She holds on to that bizarre fact, trying to ground herself in who she is, in where she is. And it is a valuable fact. Only gods are that old in her world. And they were certainly held to no standard but their own. ]
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[personal profile] inducings 2019-03-11 01:14 pm (UTC)(link)
Uch. [ A low sound of 'please, I would rather go to the dentist.' She wants to know the details about how the people work here, because she wants to help. But to debate who is and is not a teenager is just... pass.

She knows what he's doing, giving her a breather, and she doesn't resent it. This is weird. The strange mix of his emotions and hers as she struggles to understand and relate is draining and a little scary, but it's not going to stop her. ]


Alright. [ And then she tries something a little different, not physically moving to look at him, but shifting her mental awareness toward his. It's less disorienting, and it does give her a better 'sense' of his presence, uniquely dark and strong even in the frozen memory of when he wore Red. ] What's next?
inducings: (meanwhile the sun)

[personal profile] inducings 2019-03-11 11:57 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Piper had already been convinced that Verim was deeply in love with Fayura; the way he'd responded to her hurting herself was enough to tell her that. This... this was different. It was love, but it was also purpose, a fierce protectiveness, and completion. It was like, and unlike, emotions that she knew. This was different than her own feelings for Jason - she loved him and knew that love was true, but what Verim felt...

...it was as if there was... an innate sort of... connector -- no, that's not the right analogy. It was different, something in their souls was different. If Verim's life had been written out in notation, he'd been living in suspension and Fayura was the missing note of the chord. She knew what it was like to love, and want, and long for - she knew possessiveness and protectiveness -- and this was still different. It felt biological, like a physical hunger; it felt entwined with her power, it felt... none of her metaphors were working, but she knew it was different.

She's quiet for a long moment, simply shifting through the emotions. Piper is the daughter of the goddess of love and beauty, and these things should be bread and butter to her. She's been able to rely on her instincts to help her navigate through more dangerous waters than this, and in the end she decides -- she's right. It's different. It is not greater than, she does not feel that her own loves are diminished or inferior, because she knows them for a blazing white flame, but this -- there is no separation. That's what it is. There is no separation between will and being and this sort of emotion, it's as though the restraint that she possesses to be able to turn against her love if need be is just... stripped. It's become a part of Verim, seeped into the cracks and holes of his soul as well as the waiting receptor there -- he was made for this.

Even mentally, inhabiting his mental body, Piper closes her eyes. She wants to remember what this feels like. It's so foreign to her understanding, she thinks she'll begin to doubt the intensity of it as soon as she's no longer experiencing it. She needs to remember this, this is important. ]


...okay. [ She opens her eyes and her lips compress into a thin line. She doesn't need Verim's influence to feel angry about what had happened to Fayura. She is certain that she is looking at dead men walking. Her voice is tightly controlled. ]

They deserve what they get.

[ Bullies like this - this won't be the first time they've done something like this. She's killed her share of monsters. She's never killed a human. She doesn't want to, still, though she wants them to stop and she wants them to hurt. This will be her, and not her - she'll experience it like she was the one doing it. But she isn't even slightly tempted to back away from this. And she doesn't want to take back what she said. ]
inducings: (and how can i)

this is all amazing, ty v. much for this story

[personal profile] inducings 2019-03-12 02:01 am (UTC)(link)
[ Piper, in her body, shivers.

It is the certainty that frightens her most, the absolute - not decision, but knowing. Knowing that their deaths were right and necessary and inevitable. Knowing that she could, would, kill not only them, but every single beating heart in the city, to preserve what was hers, what she'd been waiting for, her purpose and calling and breath and love --

She feels dizzy with the intensity of foreign emotion.

(It's a kindness, she'll later realize, that Verim kept the connection through Fayura calming him. It doesn't leave her stranded in that ferocity of feeling, as he's calmed down, she is too, and it helps - even if it leaves in place that feeling of connection. It's - aloe on a burn, but it's also... sunlight.)

She can hear his voice vaguely, and it takes a few minutes for it to register because of the strangeness of the split. She'd been -- but she was --

Breathe. Breathe.

She bows her (her) physical body over, placing her head between her knees to fight off the dizziness and surge of nausea. She can still feel echoes of that certainty, the rage and killing intent. While she'd felt righteous indignation at Fayura's treatment and the urge to help, for Verim... that hadn't even been in the ballpark, it was like comparing a flashlight beam to a lightning bolt.

Piper reaches for a memory of her own, something uniquely hers to help ground her. It might be embarrassing, but the first thing comes to mind is being high among the clouds, on the back of a mechanical dragon, between two of her favorite people in the world, and that...

She takes another breath, then swallows and straightens before turning her mental attention back to Verim. She is back inside her skin, but feels... very close to the surface of it, still a little dizzy. ]


Are you okay?

[ After all, he was the one who'd just opened up his mind and relived those memories. She had her own to fall back on, but he... he lived with this. Did they all -- they all live like this? ]
inducings: (and is never shaken)

[personal profile] inducings 2019-03-12 03:18 am (UTC)(link)
[ ...if a Warlord Prince couches Fussing as a suggestion, and the person being fussed at pretends not to hear it, does it still require a mental bucket of cold water? Because Piper isn't sure how to do that yet, and there are too many things she needs to process and question before resting and eating. She is sure the shivering will stop on its own eventually, and she's already feeling much better.

Her emotions are still a bit... impressed with his, and feeling the protective note in his presence surprises her. She didn't think that would extend to her. And while part of her is wary of being herded anywhere and she has a fierce need to prove her own ability to take care of herself, she's just been inside Verim's memories. She can't bring herself to mind it.

She is still going to try ignoring his suggestions.

Piper doesn't understand the loaded tone of the question, and answers honestly. ]
Yes, I moved in with friends from home a few days ago.

[ She'd stayed in the Queen's Residence for about three weeks before moving out, wanting to get a better sense of who these people were and who the others Strangers were. She might have been tempted to stay longer if she didn't think that doing so would get in the way of why she'd agreed to come here... and if Jason hadn't been here. He'd only invited her to stay with them once, but she could see what it meant to him. And she wanted to be with him, and Leo and Percy too, of course. (Verim may get impressions of warmth as she thinks about her friends, and a certain amount of wry anticipation - she has a feeling that if one of them walked in right now, it would not only be Verim's fussing she has to contend with.)

And what exactly is a Black Widow? Bits of his memory - the web he spun - come to mind. But that's not enough of an answer for her. ]


I am feeling better, thank you. [ It's so easy to say 'feeling better' when a few minutes ago the room had been spinning rapidly. It is now only... wobbly. So that is better. ] And I'm glad you're okay. Is that why you could share your memories like this, because you're a Black Widow?
inducings: (to the depth and breadth and height)

[personal profile] inducings 2019-03-13 10:09 pm (UTC)(link)
[ It will take Piper a solid two minutes to connect 'his offer' to 'resting and eating' and not the trip down memory lane. Since she will be completely astonished at the arrival of the food. She will also not appreciate Verim outing her activities to the rest of the house, as she'd hoped to avoid talking to her boyfriend about this until well after the headache had passed. And now she's going to have to explain that not only did she leave herself completely mentally vulnerable to a stranger, but she let herself get impacted from it enough that she required medicine. She will no doubt be forced to sit with a blanket around her while Jason thunderclouds in her general direction with an amount of Fussing that would likely please Verim to no end.

Piper will be very tempted to contact Fayura and request the promised retaliation, but in the end she decides she'd like to see to it herself.

That is for the future. For the present, as Piper is still deep in Verim's mind and so thoroughly connected, he might receive another flash of memory - the blade of a knife, and projected in the metal is a vision of Piper, Jason, and Percy drowning. She has a sense of familiarity in his words - grant glimpses of the future - and a certain amount of fear and frustration. Each time her visions had warned of the future, they'd been horrible. Each time, she'd been able to do nothing to prevent that future from happening... but forewarned, they'd been able to come through.

The mind, though... she'd really like to know what she's doing a little bit better. But first - ]


And make those webs for protection, like in your memory?

[ Weaving, anything mental... she wishes Annabeth was here. She'd be so good at this. Piper wants to ask, but she hesitates. ]
Edited 2019-03-13 22:10 (UTC)
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[personal profile] inducings 2019-03-14 01:56 am (UTC)(link)
[ It was a strange feeling, especially as she was still slightly woozy, to ascend back up through Verim's shields. It was dizzying. But there was also a slow... release of pressure, or something very similar to it. She tries to focus on how he's doing it, but there's soon something even more interesting to focus upon.

She's never seen anything like this before. She's sure Annabeth would be able to take to it instantly.

But what he's describing... that doesn't sound so very foreign. Put your intention in the power, spin something. That's a lot like what she does when she uses Charmspeak. ]


So you infuse your power with your intention, and it somehow takes on physical form?

[ The anchor and the bridge lines must be strong. They're the framework... ]

inducings: (my soul can reach)

[personal profile] inducings 2019-03-14 02:41 am (UTC)(link)
[ Piper considers fudging... for about a third of a second.

She responds honestly, and not because she's pretty sure he'll be able to sense a lie, that doesn't enter her consideration. She responds honestly because Verim took her into his memories, shared something that was precious to him with her, and did all that so she could understand: the Blood really are different. She responds honestly because she wants him to understand. ]


I want to learn everything that I can so I be of help here. [ I don't want to be useless. ] I want to be able to protect my friends, and I want to be able to stop things like what you showed me today, and I want... [ her lips compress for a moment, and she gives the mental impression of just - utter earnestness and determination ] ...I want to be able to use what I have as best as I can.

[ And that was the truth. And she knows by telling him that it feels to her as if he won't tell her anymore. And she doesn't want that, she wants to get better at these things, she wants to be able to navigate these new powers without feeling like a clumsy elephant or to be able to simply shield herself in situations like these.

He may also receive the impression that his refusal to help won't stop her. Maybe she won't be able to follow this particular path, and that's okay, but she still is going to do her best to learn as much as she can. ]

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