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agentlenpc ([personal profile] agentlenpc) wrote in [community profile] agentlenet2019-03-03 02:50 pm

psychic thread

[The gentle brush against the Strangers' minds comes in early evening. It is, as all mental touches are from Fayura, soft and unassuming, much like a polite knock at a door. Once as many minds are connected as she thinks will open the door to her, she speaks.]

I am curious, Strangers, what you would do with the young man who shot and killed Councilwoman Vera.

Many of you come from worlds where there are laws against murder. While we have no such laws here, when a Blood male in a Queen's Territory kills another without cause, she may demand a price from him. Sometimes, that is his own life if he was negligent enough with his temper and sometimes, it's something less.

My trouble is this: if I execute him according to the laws of the Blood, of which he is not one, the Guilds will rouse their people into a furor and attack not only me, but the people of Draega. If I turn him over to the Ebon Council, the Guilds will do much the same, and that will incite the Council to strike back. And if I return him to the Guilds for accolades instead of punishment for taking a life, the Ebon Council will have cause to rip apart the Guilds and anyone in their way to extract from him the price for murdering one of their own.

Were you me, what course would you take? And please try not to shout over each other; this is as many of you as I could reach.
inducings: (head under water)

[personal profile] inducings 2019-03-11 01:14 pm (UTC)(link)
Uch. [ A low sound of 'please, I would rather go to the dentist.' She wants to know the details about how the people work here, because she wants to help. But to debate who is and is not a teenager is just... pass.

She knows what he's doing, giving her a breather, and she doesn't resent it. This is weird. The strange mix of his emotions and hers as she struggles to understand and relate is draining and a little scary, but it's not going to stop her. ]


Alright. [ And then she tries something a little different, not physically moving to look at him, but shifting her mental awareness toward his. It's less disorienting, and it does give her a better 'sense' of his presence, uniquely dark and strong even in the frozen memory of when he wore Red. ] What's next?
inducings: (meanwhile the sun)

[personal profile] inducings 2019-03-11 11:57 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Piper had already been convinced that Verim was deeply in love with Fayura; the way he'd responded to her hurting herself was enough to tell her that. This... this was different. It was love, but it was also purpose, a fierce protectiveness, and completion. It was like, and unlike, emotions that she knew. This was different than her own feelings for Jason - she loved him and knew that love was true, but what Verim felt...

...it was as if there was... an innate sort of... connector -- no, that's not the right analogy. It was different, something in their souls was different. If Verim's life had been written out in notation, he'd been living in suspension and Fayura was the missing note of the chord. She knew what it was like to love, and want, and long for - she knew possessiveness and protectiveness -- and this was still different. It felt biological, like a physical hunger; it felt entwined with her power, it felt... none of her metaphors were working, but she knew it was different.

She's quiet for a long moment, simply shifting through the emotions. Piper is the daughter of the goddess of love and beauty, and these things should be bread and butter to her. She's been able to rely on her instincts to help her navigate through more dangerous waters than this, and in the end she decides -- she's right. It's different. It is not greater than, she does not feel that her own loves are diminished or inferior, because she knows them for a blazing white flame, but this -- there is no separation. That's what it is. There is no separation between will and being and this sort of emotion, it's as though the restraint that she possesses to be able to turn against her love if need be is just... stripped. It's become a part of Verim, seeped into the cracks and holes of his soul as well as the waiting receptor there -- he was made for this.

Even mentally, inhabiting his mental body, Piper closes her eyes. She wants to remember what this feels like. It's so foreign to her understanding, she thinks she'll begin to doubt the intensity of it as soon as she's no longer experiencing it. She needs to remember this, this is important. ]


...okay. [ She opens her eyes and her lips compress into a thin line. She doesn't need Verim's influence to feel angry about what had happened to Fayura. She is certain that she is looking at dead men walking. Her voice is tightly controlled. ]

They deserve what they get.

[ Bullies like this - this won't be the first time they've done something like this. She's killed her share of monsters. She's never killed a human. She doesn't want to, still, though she wants them to stop and she wants them to hurt. This will be her, and not her - she'll experience it like she was the one doing it. But she isn't even slightly tempted to back away from this. And she doesn't want to take back what she said. ]
inducings: (and how can i)

this is all amazing, ty v. much for this story

[personal profile] inducings 2019-03-12 02:01 am (UTC)(link)
[ Piper, in her body, shivers.

It is the certainty that frightens her most, the absolute - not decision, but knowing. Knowing that their deaths were right and necessary and inevitable. Knowing that she could, would, kill not only them, but every single beating heart in the city, to preserve what was hers, what she'd been waiting for, her purpose and calling and breath and love --

She feels dizzy with the intensity of foreign emotion.

(It's a kindness, she'll later realize, that Verim kept the connection through Fayura calming him. It doesn't leave her stranded in that ferocity of feeling, as he's calmed down, she is too, and it helps - even if it leaves in place that feeling of connection. It's - aloe on a burn, but it's also... sunlight.)

She can hear his voice vaguely, and it takes a few minutes for it to register because of the strangeness of the split. She'd been -- but she was --

Breathe. Breathe.

She bows her (her) physical body over, placing her head between her knees to fight off the dizziness and surge of nausea. She can still feel echoes of that certainty, the rage and killing intent. While she'd felt righteous indignation at Fayura's treatment and the urge to help, for Verim... that hadn't even been in the ballpark, it was like comparing a flashlight beam to a lightning bolt.

Piper reaches for a memory of her own, something uniquely hers to help ground her. It might be embarrassing, but the first thing comes to mind is being high among the clouds, on the back of a mechanical dragon, between two of her favorite people in the world, and that...

She takes another breath, then swallows and straightens before turning her mental attention back to Verim. She is back inside her skin, but feels... very close to the surface of it, still a little dizzy. ]


Are you okay?

[ After all, he was the one who'd just opened up his mind and relived those memories. She had her own to fall back on, but he... he lived with this. Did they all -- they all live like this? ]
inducings: (and is never shaken)

[personal profile] inducings 2019-03-12 03:18 am (UTC)(link)
[ ...if a Warlord Prince couches Fussing as a suggestion, and the person being fussed at pretends not to hear it, does it still require a mental bucket of cold water? Because Piper isn't sure how to do that yet, and there are too many things she needs to process and question before resting and eating. She is sure the shivering will stop on its own eventually, and she's already feeling much better.

Her emotions are still a bit... impressed with his, and feeling the protective note in his presence surprises her. She didn't think that would extend to her. And while part of her is wary of being herded anywhere and she has a fierce need to prove her own ability to take care of herself, she's just been inside Verim's memories. She can't bring herself to mind it.

She is still going to try ignoring his suggestions.

Piper doesn't understand the loaded tone of the question, and answers honestly. ]
Yes, I moved in with friends from home a few days ago.

[ She'd stayed in the Queen's Residence for about three weeks before moving out, wanting to get a better sense of who these people were and who the others Strangers were. She might have been tempted to stay longer if she didn't think that doing so would get in the way of why she'd agreed to come here... and if Jason hadn't been here. He'd only invited her to stay with them once, but she could see what it meant to him. And she wanted to be with him, and Leo and Percy too, of course. (Verim may get impressions of warmth as she thinks about her friends, and a certain amount of wry anticipation - she has a feeling that if one of them walked in right now, it would not only be Verim's fussing she has to contend with.)

And what exactly is a Black Widow? Bits of his memory - the web he spun - come to mind. But that's not enough of an answer for her. ]


I am feeling better, thank you. [ It's so easy to say 'feeling better' when a few minutes ago the room had been spinning rapidly. It is now only... wobbly. So that is better. ] And I'm glad you're okay. Is that why you could share your memories like this, because you're a Black Widow?
inducings: (to the depth and breadth and height)

[personal profile] inducings 2019-03-13 10:09 pm (UTC)(link)
[ It will take Piper a solid two minutes to connect 'his offer' to 'resting and eating' and not the trip down memory lane. Since she will be completely astonished at the arrival of the food. She will also not appreciate Verim outing her activities to the rest of the house, as she'd hoped to avoid talking to her boyfriend about this until well after the headache had passed. And now she's going to have to explain that not only did she leave herself completely mentally vulnerable to a stranger, but she let herself get impacted from it enough that she required medicine. She will no doubt be forced to sit with a blanket around her while Jason thunderclouds in her general direction with an amount of Fussing that would likely please Verim to no end.

Piper will be very tempted to contact Fayura and request the promised retaliation, but in the end she decides she'd like to see to it herself.

That is for the future. For the present, as Piper is still deep in Verim's mind and so thoroughly connected, he might receive another flash of memory - the blade of a knife, and projected in the metal is a vision of Piper, Jason, and Percy drowning. She has a sense of familiarity in his words - grant glimpses of the future - and a certain amount of fear and frustration. Each time her visions had warned of the future, they'd been horrible. Each time, she'd been able to do nothing to prevent that future from happening... but forewarned, they'd been able to come through.

The mind, though... she'd really like to know what she's doing a little bit better. But first - ]


And make those webs for protection, like in your memory?

[ Weaving, anything mental... she wishes Annabeth was here. She'd be so good at this. Piper wants to ask, but she hesitates. ]
Edited 2019-03-13 22:10 (UTC)
inducings: (the world offers itself)

[personal profile] inducings 2019-03-14 01:56 am (UTC)(link)
[ It was a strange feeling, especially as she was still slightly woozy, to ascend back up through Verim's shields. It was dizzying. But there was also a slow... release of pressure, or something very similar to it. She tries to focus on how he's doing it, but there's soon something even more interesting to focus upon.

She's never seen anything like this before. She's sure Annabeth would be able to take to it instantly.

But what he's describing... that doesn't sound so very foreign. Put your intention in the power, spin something. That's a lot like what she does when she uses Charmspeak. ]


So you infuse your power with your intention, and it somehow takes on physical form?

[ The anchor and the bridge lines must be strong. They're the framework... ]

inducings: (my soul can reach)

[personal profile] inducings 2019-03-14 02:41 am (UTC)(link)
[ Piper considers fudging... for about a third of a second.

She responds honestly, and not because she's pretty sure he'll be able to sense a lie, that doesn't enter her consideration. She responds honestly because Verim took her into his memories, shared something that was precious to him with her, and did all that so she could understand: the Blood really are different. She responds honestly because she wants him to understand. ]


I want to learn everything that I can so I be of help here. [ I don't want to be useless. ] I want to be able to protect my friends, and I want to be able to stop things like what you showed me today, and I want... [ her lips compress for a moment, and she gives the mental impression of just - utter earnestness and determination ] ...I want to be able to use what I have as best as I can.

[ And that was the truth. And she knows by telling him that it feels to her as if he won't tell her anymore. And she doesn't want that, she wants to get better at these things, she wants to be able to navigate these new powers without feeling like a clumsy elephant or to be able to simply shield herself in situations like these.

He may also receive the impression that his refusal to help won't stop her. Maybe she won't be able to follow this particular path, and that's okay, but she still is going to do her best to learn as much as she can. ]
inducings: (as men strive for right)

[personal profile] inducings 2019-03-14 11:10 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Piper is feeling a little vulnerable and regretful after her confession. What she's said is tied in deeper to her than what Verim knows. Between the vulnerability and what she believes will be an immediate rejection, she starts getting ready to withdraw.

When he speaks, it's not what she expects.

Yes, knowledge of the castes had been included, along with a basic knowledge of Craft - and... she recognizes that this advice is meant to help. It does make sense not to rush - she doesn't know how long she's going to be here, but any one of these studies will take time. Picking her target carefully gives her a better chance of attaining it.

(Something else strikes her about how he speaks, but she won't reflect on it until later. It's the way he says the Lady, how the term is almost... reverential, how it could refer to no one but Fayura, despite the abundance of 'ladies.')

Her tone is still a little quiet, just a shade shy of subdued. She's thinking, and it's not easy to readjust when you've been expecting a blow and received a balm instead. ]


I'll think about it. Thank you, and Lady Fayura, for the offer.
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[personal profile] thestewards 2019-03-15 02:11 am (UTC)(link)
For her bravery in walking Verim's memories and lack of protest (yet) at his fussing, Piper gets +2 Reputation with Verim.